My ADHD-blog

Well today I went for a longer walk into the woods.
That's my way of getting a little calmer and a little more peace.

Today was a nice day.
The snow is on it's way out, and the wood looks beautifull now.
I took a few pictures that I want to share, I just took them behind our house in the woods.

Here are the pictures I took today:

Another one from Zorro our dog:

and here is another one:

How I feel

Very tired, really extreme for a few days now.
It's so terrible to be tired all the time.
But lately it's more extreme again.

And also fustrated because I had to write this posting again and again......

Complains/ side effects

The usual, dry mouth, tiredness, toiletgoing problems etc.

ADHD effects

Also the usual ones.
At getting a little boring to write the same everyday.
I'm going to bed soon,zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Theo

How I feel
This report is about Saturday and Sunday.

Saturday was REALLY TERRIBLE in the beginning.
I woke up VERY stressed and angry, VERY angry.
Without any reason what so ever.
I was worried about the fact that I even woke up like that.
I had to get up early because I was going to sell things on the market.
So the good thing was that I was alone. no one around me.
But it is scary to see how I can be without any reason.
I was not out of control, I knew what I was doing, but it sure was not nice.
On that moment I was doubting if I should continue with Strattera.
But I have promised myself after allot of research online, that
I would test it for at least 2 months.
This because most people who did have success with Strattera
did not feel any stable difference until after 2 months.

So I went on that day and within a few hours I became calm.
So unbelievable calm, it was fantastic!
I don't think I have felt such a complete calm feeling in my body my whole life!
I don't mean stoned, or sleepy, I was completely alert and awaken.
So Saturday ended nice, Sunday was more normal.
More calmer because I didn't had this chaos in my feelings and my head.
And I finally found the peace and energy to clean up and organize my office!
It starts to look very good now!

Complains/side effects

On Saturday very strong anger feelings ( read above)
On Sunday as usual lately.

ADHD effects

Well the effects from Saturday morning I did not like. But the rest of Saturday was fantastic!
and Sunday was more 'normal' again, but I felt good because I cleaned up and organized my office.
It's not done yet, but I'm getting there.
I needed to cast allot of stuff and I did.
I trew about 3 or 4 big bags with stuff away.
So that was good.